Just a drop of water in the ocean

 'til the very last piece of me

  If I'm alone, I cannot hate

  No one else will know these lonely dreams No one else will know that part of me

 My time here is enough, I don't understand what's the sense of staying where they don't understand me.

 Dreams can come true

 To be Me

  "My dreams are a cruel joke. They taunt me. Even in my dreams I'm an idiot who knows he's about to wake up to reality. If I could only avoid sleep. I try to dream that I'm flying, something free... it never works."

 My feelings. My feelings make me feel they are tearing me apart from the inside. I don't want to feel feelings anymore...

 I've never wished to die before as I am doing this year

 Yes, I am. Wishing the best to everybody surrounding me, always ready to help, encouraging anyone who needs to, waiting for someone doing the same to me... doesn't make me a good guy. Not at all. I am BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD